Friday, March 26, 2010
Wow, how long has it been since I last blogged, guess I'm just not cut out to be a blogger haha.
Anyway, so many things had happen since the last time I blogged, its kinda impossible to like type in everything now, so I wouldn't bother.
Life is getting kinda boring nowadays, but then, if I think of it from another point of view, it's getting interesting bit by bit.
And the only reason why I'm actually posting this is because I'm waiting for time to pass and I just read a few of my friends blog.
I guess birds of a feather, flock together does really apply in this sense.
I thought I was the only one in the past who had problems, looks like my friends have too, and they deal with it the same way I do.
That's why I said birds of a feather, flock together haha.
Might be changing the blogskin soon.
Oh, by the way, happy birthday to Renee and Justin!
Just before the day is up heh~ :D
8:55 AM
Friday, March 12, 2010
Ahhh~~ So tired.
Its been quite long since I posted but nevertheless ,this is still a post.
Okay, the week(s) have been kinda hectic though I feel super relaxed -.-
Come on I'm posting this at 1.55am, how relax do you think I am?
Anyways, March holidays are starting next week, well, I don't think I'm going to get a holiday.
Nah, I'm not referring to band practices, its the LCCI.
I wonder if it'll be fun.
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Tuesday was weird lah seriously.
So, we played like shit for the speech day rehearsel, and yeah Mr Wong scolded us as usual bah.
But you can't really blame him you know, we sucked terribly, so yeah.
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Wednesday, went for tuition, told Mr Kassim I couldn't come on Sunday, told me to come on Saturday! Full of plans sia he -.-
Plus, I went for physics remedial.
Covered Converging Lenses, so cool, now I'm smarter by 1%!
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Thursday was sports day.
I havent ran in years man, ran for Band.
I don't like my shoes!! I prefer to run bare-footed, but cannot haiz.
Nvm bahs, at least we still managed to put up a show for everyone :)
Well done both teams haha.
And congratulations to everyone who had the medal as well.
After the track and field meet went to eat Seoul Garden with Nicholas, Huixiu, Haixing.
Didn't eat a lot, but can consider average bahs. haha.
Then while waiting for Nicholas to drive us back to Pasir Ris, walked around, saw Yin with her friend, comfirm watch movie de. See the look from her face also know already.
Anyway, thought she watched with Amirul they all, but though wrong lol.
So after that, walked around SOME MORE, my leg almost have blister, lucky i smart remove my shoe and walk like a cripple around Tampines LOL.
That's all for thursday.
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Okay! Friday, kinda sucky sia.
Beach cleaning was stupid.
So I found an un-used condom and I opened it due to the very HOT DEMAND by a few people -.-
Its disgusting man, like totally.
Yellow in colour? Expire ler? I have no idea.
Stinks and its just gross man, gross -.-
Can't believe I managed to pick up an un-used condom.
On the way back, saw a used one with all the semen inside some more, why the hell would people wana have sex in the middle of no where, or somewhere as spooky as the beach at night?! Romantic ah? =x
Then after that came back school, get the stupid progress report slip which doesn't make an impact to my life ( I'm lying -.- )
Come on man, my results suck, lucky its not THAT important, to me its of no relevance, but heck cares.
Then after that, when I'm going to take the band keys, like wth?
Its all lost?
Level 1 - 3 the classrooms?
Took 45mins to get the freaking keys -.-
Mdm Goh could have given me the CDS shelter keys first, no one took them, I think she forgotten bah -.-
Haiz, was in a foul mood.
Cause waited long, plus everyone was like what?
Blaming me for taking so long to get the key?
Like my fault ah?
You want blame, blame the school for not being reponsible for their own actions, and causing us to lose time to practice. Don't look at me with that face as if its my fault.
Who the hell would bother to do such a thing and wait for 45mins just for some keys.
Tell me who, besides those who are forced to.
Just be glad you don't have to do this and shut your trap.
Luckily sectionals cooled me down -.-
Love my section NOT. HAHA.
Joking lah, today I abit serious, but nvm. Cause bad mood.
But still love my section lah. I'm nice. Not. XP
Tata.
Going malaysia tml~
Attending dinner.... Take a lot of photos to show you all if possible. heh.
Then Sunday's the wedding.
My god-sister's getting married.
I'm quite close to her, so I wish her all the best~~
I don't know any chinese idiom =x
9:54 AM
Monday, March 1, 2010
I shall put a tagbox!!
See who reads my blog. haha.
Probably no one, but oh well, who cares :O
Anyways, do leave a link there, cause I wana blog hop too, my old blog links are kinda old, way too old. lol.
Oh well, anyone up for sushi soon?
Can't wait to eat sushi. LOL.
Sakae teatime buffet!! Okay?
Swensens too!
Seoul garden's nice!
So many places, so little time, so little money!!
Anyways, today common test was kinda weird.
4mins to write out my summary, my hand writing was horrible man, totally.
4mins i wrote 150+- words, didn't even have time to count, so lucky, so lucky so lucky I finished, but I scared mdm low can't read it =x
Anyways, chinese as usual sucked. The paper, not the lesson. Lesson is still quite okay actually.
Paper was horrible, I fell asleep immediately after i finished the paper, around 10.15?
A lot of people said i finished very early, that's cause I anyhow do! Lazy to think =x
Its chinese!!
After school went to queenstown sec with Nicholas, June and Huixiu.
Well, different band culture and everything. Its totally different.
I love coral band, that's all I can say, will say and something that will never change ;D
After that went to eat at Newton.
Then went home, got a lot of things planned up for the band, it's going to be my last few activities before I step down, hope I do well.
Jaiyous everyone. HAHA.
Let's make it enjoyable!
(I'm so going to fail all my 3 tests tml ><)
7:13 AM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Here I am trying to keep this blog alive again.
Sorry there won't be links and chatbox, kinda lazy to put'em up haha.
Anyways, been kinda crazy these few days, not me, but the things around me.
So, I started getting lots of songs from everyone, band songs, country songs, songs just songs.
You got to love ALL the japanese graffiti man, its super nice, can't wait to have a chance to play it though, it'll be nice and cool :)
And yesterday was kinda fun, even though yesterday morning and afternoon seemed pretty dead haha.
Luckily went out in the night though, the food was great, haha.
So tml, we'll be heading to queenstown, well, I hope they don't treat us as spies or anything >.<
And I watched swing girls today again, the swing-ing is getting into my head man. LOL.
Like seriously, I don't really like the COMPLICATED jazz, simple is nice enough for me.
And, recently I've been hoping around people's blog.
Let's see, they contain friends, seniors, juniors, and well, strangers. LOL.
And to me, I can see past reflections of myself.
I really do. Like literally and seriously.
I can't really explain it.
But yeah, its like I've changed a lot, and I don't know whether its good or not.
Maybe I've come to an age where I think about all these things.
OR
NOT.
Haha, I don't know lahs, these few days it just feels weird man.
Nvm, I think it'll be over in a while, but I seriously hope, those who have relationships last long :)
Enjoy if its the start, and love each other till forever, cause there's no end ;D
Good luck everyone for common tests tml~
7:53 AM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Well, I just needed a place where I could write my thoughts out, what better place then to write it out in my new blog huh?
I thought about it, I only write entries last time, because I want others to know how I feel.
Maybe not feel, how I think.
Here's a little thought. I've been doing some self-reflection and yeah, I noticed that I'm actually one of the worse type of friends you can have. I wish I could change myself, but I couldn't. Why not? I have no idea. Why am I one of the worst? I don't like to elaborate, but I guess everyone knows the answer.
What are friends?
In theory, friends are people who care for you, love you and etc.
But, how do you know that if its true?
Isn't the small things that friends do, make them stand out from just classmates or somebody whom you don't even know.
Humans are greedy by nature.
Having one friend who cares about you is never enough, you'll always want more.
Popularity and being famous, are things that everyone wish to obtain.
I often stare in envy, those who are very popular, and ask myself why, why am I not one of those.
I often thought it was because of these few reasons.I was quiet. I don't dare to approach others. I don't have a fun side. I'm a boring old man to everyone. I don't have feelings. I don't do what other people do. I'm not a fun guy. I am weird.
Well, I guess they are true to a certain extent, I mean, I agree to everything that I typed out, that's why I typed out right?
Anyways, the purpose of this post is like a reflection.
And I ask myself these questions.
How do you know if someone wants you out of their life, but is too nice to not say it, but actions show it? What will you do? Do you still consider that person as a friend?
Maybe slowly, but surely, I am beginning to understand how Nicholas feels somehow. It may seem that we, or mostly, I neglect his whining and complaints about his friends. But I think if I put myself into his shoes for a moment, I might understand why because I myself is also in this predicament.
It's very obvious, to me, to anyone, who they're happy with and who they're not.
They do little actions, sub-conciously, to different people around them.
These little actions, unfortunately are affecting, sensitive people like me and nicholas perhaps.
I don't show my emotions easily, I guess everyone could tell.
To everyone, I guess I always have this " same face ". And I'm just an ordinary guy and I should just mind my business and leave this guy alone.
How I wish there is someone who can read me like an open book even though I hide my emotions.
I don't know if thats a good thing or not, but I'm just typing out what I feel.
Now, to my friend LIM HUI XIU:
I think I can sort of understand your post dated 25feb.
I might not be as experienced as you in this thing called "love", but here's something that I want to say.
I've been through what you went, and I've done what you're thinking.
I could say that I broke up with her because of the exact same reason that you typed out on your post.
When I wanted to break up, you gave me advice, and yeah, I was grateful for that. I can't give you advice on this, because I don't know whats, good for you, only you know. However, I remember someone once told me, during that period of time that,
" If you ever get past this period, the love you and your partner share will be stronger. "
You might think this is bullshit, or not, up to you.
Think about it and then decide on what to do.
Don't ask anyone for help, you already know the answer.
This isn't help, this is more or less, a comment.
I know its a freaking tough time, I've chosen to give up, what about you?
I know you shouldn't follow my footsteps, because I'm envious about loving couples, whenever I see them on the streets or my friends, I envy them.
But as much as I say that, I do like being alone, sometimes, but not all the time as you can see from the FIRST part of my post.
Anyway, the solution is already there, trust me.
Just use your brain and think a little, you'll get it. Don't use your butt.
And I don't mean there, I mean here, your heart.
8:36 AM
